#ugh this gives me feelings #like #she knows she’s messed it up #and she’s been here before #this place where she thinks that she’s pushed emily just a bit too far and now she’s going to be gone forever #like last year at the love ball #when she lay naked in her bed and tried to decide if she was going to put on that dress and be brave like emily said #except now she’s stripped down because that’s how she feels on the inside #open and vulnerable and naked #and there’s no emily to protect her heart here #and so she grabs the shirt she probably hasn’t even washed #because she wants it to still smell like the last time emily wore it #and she puts it in front of her heart like a shield #and she curls up around it like a small child seeking comfort #she closes her eyes and inhales #she rubs the fabric across her lips #and she finds the bravery to tell emily exactly how she feels #so that there won’t be a time when she has to make do with an old shirt ever again #and you ask why they’re my motherfucking otp for life
(Source: kathryns14thpiercing)
